miracle

2005-09-26T17:22:00.000-07:00

SET YOUR MINDS ON THINGS ABOVE ;
NOT ON EARTHLY THINGS

I LOVE THIS PHRASE (:
"and without faith it is impossible to
please God because anyone who comes to him
must believe that he exists and that he rewards
those who earnestly seek him."
HEBREWS 11:6

truely God is in me and you all this time
got to keep praying. keep focus on God (:

I really have been studying, you should see my notes.
All this stress getting to me, only like on Monday
then I realised that the exams start next week.
Yes yes, finally a sense of urgency ey?

oh. just got a talk with chunlong.
"no used crying over a spilled milk"
kind of true. i guess i really need to work harder.
else i get retained or being kicked out of my class.
MUGGING SESSION ON.
gonna get all distractions off my mind (:

TILL THEN.

2005-09-23T12:53:00.000-07:00

what words can i use to describe my day today?
A TOTAL DELIGHT ((:
i give thanks in that.
life is full of unexpected suprises.
you wouldn't know how God will suprise you with
his works in your lifes ((:

im so gonna go service tomorrow. ahahahahas.
FINALLY. my "once in a month" service came.
laughs- i wanna have fellowship with Him (:

i failed my amaths again. hahas. worst is;
im like failing without feeling
remoseful for not mugging.

i really got to start mugging.
7 more days to exams-

2005-09-22T21:53:00.000-07:00

I lay my life down at your feet
You're the only one I need
I turn to you and you are always there
In troubled times its you I seek
I put you first thats all I need
I humble all I am, All to you
One way
Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for
One Way
Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for
You are always, always there
Every how and everywhere
Your grace abounds so deeply within me
You wil never ever change
Yesterday today the same
Forever till forever meets no end
One way
Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for
One Way
Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for
You are the way the truth and the life
We live by faith and not by sight ... for you
We're living all for you

<3 this song ((:
had a mini service at class after school.
the sharing of testimonies and thanksgiving ((:

I have been taking God for granted..
waking up everday never realli taking
time to really spent time with God.
This is a reminder tht yes, he waits, he loves..
till he can wait no more.. DESTRUCTION will come.
It's like a see-saw.
If you choose to follow Him, SO MUCH blessings await you..
yet if you choose NOT to follow Him.. await ur doom.
There's no inbetween. If u fail to make the cut.. ur punishment awaits.
CAUTION: YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!

2005-09-21T22:07:00.000-07:00

school-ed today. AS USUAL.
was okays. time pass REAL FAST ((:
and back home like just a few mins after i
leave home. kind of retarted blogging this.
whoa. all my ramblings.

english-
ITS FUN. but i ended sitting outside of the library.
hahas. with other ppl too. cos we either didn't bring
her notes or our phrase book. WORST COME TO WORST.
i forgot to bring my narrative notes. hahahhas.
ended up outside ((:
i got to remeber to bring it tml.

got loads of crappings in class.
all sort of laughters. and i can say my laughter is
AGAIN TERRIBLE AND HORRIBLE.
ahahahahs. but i still thank God for that ((:

i guess maybe i got to snip off my hair again.
hahahas. im getting bad hair day almost everyday.
i guess i really should SNIP OFF. to prevent
STATIC HAIR.

oh. tomorrow is thursday. more of mugging ((:
hahas. i pray for discipline. or not i start to get
real distracted. hahas. im starting to get real engross
in my studies ((:

i really need to start mugging.

2005-09-20T03:53:00.000-07:00

OUR CLASS IS REAL ENTHU IN GOING
FOR MRS CHUA LESSON FOR ENGLISH X)
-laughs.almost everyday we RAN to the library.
people thought we were like LOVE ENGLISH sooo much.
hahas. becos the last person that reached the library had
to dance or sing to ENTERTAIN our class ((:
doing the "BUSHES" dance. two fiction and one fact etc.
laughed alot. i can say my laughter is HORRIBLE. hahas.

okays. school was okays (:
9 more days to exams. whoa. that's fast.
and mr tan still was like confused why exams come so fast.
HAHAHAHAS. he's ALWAYS blur.
then xianyang cixiang and daryl keep singing HIS SONG.
TRADEMARK. hahas.

ROW ROW ROW UR BOAT
GENTLY DOWN THE STREAM.
WHEN U SEE THE BIG CHEST MONSTER
THEN YOU WILL START TO SCREAM.
ohh. im so scared.
LAUGHS- so funny. now my mind is polluted.

till then.
got to start mugging. oh me.

2005-09-18T21:12:00.000-07:00

I LOVE GOD (:
he answer my prayer. he allowed my weekend
to be MEANINGFUL (:
i did a little revision and partly slacking.

hm, okay. then i felt like a little kid.
my sister reminded me zong qiu jie was on sunday.
so i BUGGED mummy to get
1. Paper lanterns, (not those plastic irritating sound ones.)
2. Candles,
3. Sparklers, (SMILES WIDELY.)

whee. i'm a happy kid.
hm, just realised its been awhile since i said that phrase.
okay, pardon my randomnity.
I'm waitin for to see ying huo congs. but doubt there is.
-LAUGHS.
ended up all used up by by sisters (:

im looking forward to school tml ((:

2005-09-17T19:06:00.000-07:00

IM BORED TO DEATH.

GOD HELP ME.
I WANNA BUILD UP MY FAITH.
TO WORSHIP YOU.
I WANNA BE CLOSE TO YOU.
LOVEE YOU MORE AND MORE.
I MISS SERVICE LOADS. I MISS WORSHIPING YOU.

STILL YOU LOVE ME AND CALLED MY NAME.
IM THANKFUL TO YOU GOD.

-LOVED.

2005-09-16T13:57:00.000-07:00

updated post (:
haven been updating since the encounter camp.
hahas. kind of lazy.

new day.
new beginning (:
unhappy things aside.
-nods.

FEAR HAS BEEN WITH ME FOR THREE WHOLE DAYS.
TOTALLY STRUGGLING WITH IT.
BUT , THANK GOD (: HE HELPED ME OVERCOME.
I DEVELOPED MY FAITH AND I GIVE THANKS IN THAT.
PLUS MY GUIDE ! I LOVE HER.
BEEN HERE AND THERE FOR ME (:

whoa. school was nice.
much on studying and more.
EXAMS ARE COMING. ahahahahahas.
started a little on my revision. maybe just a lil.
but at least i started !

i can go for tml service. LAUGHS.
i give thanks in that (:

ME :ehhs. can i go for tml service?
-looonnnggg pause.
ME :i see myself growing spiritually and why stop that?
-no reply.
ME :A YES IS A YES. A NO IS A NO.
MUM :then NO
ME :HUH. whoa. why?
MUM :u told me a yes is a yes and no is a no ; and now
you ask me why
ME :win already lorrs
laughs- but in the end she allowed (:

and a HELLO to end of year exams.
aye. it's time i concentrate on my studies.
yeap.
sometimes i wonder.
when we're young,we study study study study.
to get a good future.
and when we have a good future, a good job,
we work work work work.
once in awhile we rest.
but, what's the purpose of it all?
hm. there's gotta be more to life than
chasing every temporary high.

certain things that are done cannot be undone.
and certain things that are said cannot be unsaid.
do we love till it hurts, then love again?
do we slog it out and worry till we're on our dying bed?
do we say sorry, take another chance, and lose it again?
do we desire what we lose, and rid what we have?
life's a race.
hm, sometimes we get so tired we feel like giving up?
but thats not gonna help i guess.
if you give up, you're a goner.
this race has no finish line.
you've just gotta accept it.
our problems and worries never seem to cease.
happiness might be short-lived.
but, life.
life. it's all part of it i guess.
Life's tough? DEAL WITH IT (:

okay! going off to take a shower now.
TILL THEN!

2005-09-11T21:02:00.000-07:00

I ENCOUNTER GOD ! ((:
ahahahahs. GOD LOVES YOU AND ME.

2005-09-08T11:51:00.000-07:00

whoa. i didn't touch my computer for the WHOLE of yesterday.
ahahahhas. ITS A MIRACLE ((:

WEDNESDAY-
had the remedials that are killing me. it took almost half of my day.
laughs- but guess i learnt something. kind of NICE.
we fooled around. or rather the teacher fool us.
miss koh just wouldn't release us home
till we finished the examples. the clock is SPOILT. totally not working.
and yet its always 1:59pm. we are suppose to get out off the room at two.
DINE OUT ((:
cherie cassandra elizabeth pamela yunyu wunyen yixian rachel me
went to cp swensen. was opened. rachel and liping queue for an hour. laughs.
im suppose to, but obviously was late =X
then the rest came along (:

pamela : "a table of ten please"
manager : "ehhs. u mean ten? the one and a zero ? 10"
LAUGHS- everyone burst out laughing ((:

had laughing session and we kept going in out in out with our cups.
to get ice-cream. ahahhahas. BLOATED.
at the end of it ; we spent 10 mins taking out money. settling. hahas.
the manager seem somehow very frustrated =/
whoa. ILOVEETHEM.

THURSDAY-
okays. i got a really strange dream.
told cherie bout it. and ended up with lots of question marks on her head. laughs
darn. its like tomorrow is the encounter thingy. and im habing that dream.
had maths remedial as usual. we got home earlier (:
i haven finish my homework and not done my revision.
oh me.

till then.

2005-09-06T22:36:00.000-07:00

i've not been touching my books for very looonnng.
been rather slacky this few days.
ahahhahahs. my cousins are at my house.
they are horrible. i couldn't get started in studying. due to them?
laughs- actually im LAZY ((:

whoa. tomorrow will be staying in school for the whole of half a day.
sianzation. its like both maths lehhs. im dying in progress.
ahahhahas. heck-care.
but we are going swensens tomorrow ((: GEES.

LOVED-

2005-09-04T23:47:00.000-07:00

SATURDAY-
whoa. i snip off my hair ((: ahahahas. FINALLY.
kind of okay. at least neater larhhs. laughs. its shoulder length.
i went with yifang and my sis. hahas. we got somehow LOST?
in the end we took taxi. and its like less than a kilometre and we reached.
many ppl there. yifang did rebonding for her fringe.
den me and my sis snip off our hair.
went to heartland mall. took prints. pleeeasse. its like we are MESSY.
with those static hair of mine. ahahahahs.
went out for dinner with daddy (:

SUNDAY-
went to church with mum today. she doesn't allow me to go to the other church after
knowing bout tongues. ya righhhtt. she expects me to follow her lehhs. im not growing in that
church lorrs. okays. wad-eva.
my sis class was organising the combined session. hahas.
lame games she thought of.

im suddenly interested in golf. laughs.
wierd. and i decided that after exams, going to join daddy for golf. ahahhas.
mum thinks im crazee. laughs- but why not. even emma has touched the golf stick.

oh. we got the end of year timetable. it starts at the end of this month.
woah. that's fast. which means that i really got to start mugging and not slack.
this holiday is real pathethic. only one week and i got to finish up the tys.
plus upcoming tests after holidays.

physics remedial was cancelled ((: ahahaahahas. mr tan got invigilation.

2005-09-02T15:31:00.000-07:00

URGH. I AM GONNA FAILED MY PIANO EXAM.
DAMN ! i tried my best and yet still make mistake lehhs.
like wtf. cos of the stupidity i have.
can someone like slapped me! so IDIOT.

okays. im horrible.
i failed my english and both sciences.
so much failing. whoa. i guess i really got to buck up
before more failing. sep holidays are coming.
how "great" is it. more of studying and going back to school.
getting gloomy here.

if someone asks you this "What are the ten things you will do if you were to return back to the past?"
for me ; i think and crack my head.

1. study harder? that's yeessssss please.
2. avoid spending too much on useless junks.
3. stop my parents from giving birth to my two other siblings.
so as to get a room of my own. im SELFISH. laughs.
4. change my stupid attitude.
5. make myself not to go haywire.
6. haven
7. thought
8. of
9. it
10. currently.

as usual. talked a lot instead.
sometimes it gets confusing.
just thinking bout stuff.
everyday you spend time talking to GOD.
asking him for stuffs.
and the plentyy request you have on your list.
thinking like he's some santa claus.
and everytime he fails to make it come true.
you wonder if he really listens.
and why doesnt he grant you your wishes.
but when you look back.
tts probably not what you always wanted.
GOD creates dreams for you.
but you fulfil it for him.
how does that sound?
things just have to go against your way.
from bad to worst.
sunshine to raindrops.
smile to tears.
it's just difficult to take the first step.
to try and fall and get back up.
ITS HARD.

till then-

2005-09-01T13:04:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TEAHCERS DAY TO ALL (:
and of course ; the birthday girl also.
ahhahahas. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOCANDY ((:
-huggs tight.

yesterday was NICE ! TEACHERS DAY CELEBRATIONS.
ahahhaas. i lovee the dance by the councilers (:
they danced very well. but except SOME LARHHS. laughs.
got the talent time thingy. the song was chinese and yet
a malay could sing (: whoa.
got a cvss band also. one of the boys play the drum till
the stick fly off. LAUGHS.

our class got celebrations too.
got miniature cakes for mrs chua plus jocandy. ahahhas.
much fun. yes. laughs. but short of the councillers.
all gone. they have duty.

after school, went to gather with 6-9 (:
i didn't went back to primary sch. school dismiss us sooooo late.
laughs. nvber mind larhhs.

aye. school holidays are coming.
which means will get back our progress report card.
oh wells. will see.

-LOVED.

2005-08-29T20:52:00.000-07:00

school-ed.
was kind of interesting. in the sense that many things happened (:
kind of funny and fun. ahahahs.
had chinese period first.
we took back our st test. whoa.
i passed my cheena test (: laughs.
my paper was exactly just passed. den realise she marked one
question wrongly. which means i FAILED.
but thank god (: ahahahs. later on check again. she behind mark wrongly.
should be correct one. laughs. which means same mark.
and in the end i got one more mark cos of my zhaoju. wahahas.

pe next.
for the one period, we sit down there chatand chat.
doing nothing. laughs. kana scolded though we ran away.
but then for the next period, we played badmintion.
i played with yanni (: ai ai en en. ahahhas.
we use chenyu to play lehhs. very funny.
ended up having stomach pains cos of laughing =/
hahas. but was NICE ((:

chemistry. hahahs.
for the FIRST TIME. i passed my chemistry test (:
laughs. i was suprised. but many did pass.

maths. righhhht.
we have two testes at one goal. hahahs.
the first one ; i forgot my SPECIAL ANGLES.
urgh. i mistaken and for two questions, i got both wrong.
but nvber mind larhhs.
second one ; was okayes (:

the rest of the lessons ; ss and english
slacking away. hahas.
stayed back. to do the MM teachers day card.
okays. i have made ALOT of effort in it okays ((: hahahs.
but gulity that alot of effort is spent on ms tey one
and not on mr kuan and ms lim one.
laughs. dun blame me. BLAME UR CHAIRMAN ! hahas.

had talent time rehearsal today. hahas.
many ppl stayed back to see. but kind of looonnnng.
i guess many took part. hahas.

yeah. teachers day is coming (:
hahas. -huggs tight.

2005-08-27T21:39:00.000-07:00

hm.
today was okay-ed.
i thought there was piano lessons this morning.
when i reached there, i realise was suppose to be the studio.
laughs. wad done is done.

went straight to cp to meetup with yixian they all (:
spent an hour there for the pre-encounter briefing.
hahas. looking forward ((: ahahahas.
im totally going bonkers. after which i got to rushed off for piano lessons.
my scales went out off tune totallly. laughs.

dad fetch me and em- to suntec (:
ahahahs. i made it in time. JUST RIGHT.
many different kind of 'ppl' or rather ghost. laughs.
screaming in progress- but NICE ((:
for once i saw my sis on the verge of crying.
hahas. she was touched.
oh ya. HAPPPY BIRTHDAY KAHYUEN (:
okays. everyone is bound to grow old. hahas.

went shopping afterwards. but was a short one.
dad pick us up to grandma place. he sounded like a taxi driver.
LAUGHS. but we didn't ill-treat him. he volunteer one.
malvin and april came (: finally. haven seen them for ages.

im tired-
yawns. nite (:

2005-08-26T12:57:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHH. im going for the spook show ((:
finally. i was praying hard that somehow
my piano teacher will change the timing. laughs.
ahahahas. and i got to go ; my sis didnt feel like going.
yayness. looking forward (:

school-ed.
time pass very fast. hahas. the whole was maybe gossiping
or laughing. but i finished my yin yong wen today in class (:
first time lehhs. somehow i didn't really talk much in chinese class. ahahahahs.
social studies was kind of 'free' period. we took turns to vandalise
ots water bottle. laughs. yifang and denise drew the cartoon there. very
funny. like some kind of hinting something. hahas.

went to hougang mall with my parents (: i spent almost fifty bucks on my
stuffs. i think i gonna be broke soon. hahas. jocandy and kahyuen birthday are coming. techers conference tickets. photo money. im declaring bankrupt.

yeah. nite (:

2005-08-25T23:00:00.000-07:00

we may have friends and loved ones.but we can never take them for granted.what you have today, might not be yours tomorrow.so treasure every moment spent with everyone.treasure you loved ones, your friends,your education, your heath, and even your enemies.life wouldn't be life without trials.watch your thoughts, they lead to words.watch your words, they lead to actions.it is never easy to do the right thing.what might be beneficial to one,might not be to another.perhaps sometimes we may not see things as they are.actions speak louder than words.well, everything has it's reason.everything has it's time.nothing we can do about it!assumptions and persceptions are similar.they may not be the truth.(: but sometimes a minority of 'em might be accurate?beats me; a puzzle much.

i got this after searching and searching (: kind of meaningful.

i finally made my NIRC today.i got everything. hahas. i aren't forgetful afterall. laughs. being lame down here. mum accompany me to there. she keep rushing. like she is kind of more excited in making it? laughs.

school was okays. got back my physics paper. i FAILED by one mark. but we got re-test during the sep holidays. and my report card will have RED MARKS on it. i failed the previous physics test and it is being keyed in for my report card. oh me. gonna have lecture.

mrs chua was kind of angry with us. cos of our seatinf arrangement. she didn't want us to sit with our clicks =/ but i guess its okays larhhs. i got jocandy (: ahahhaha. DISCIPLINE LEAD TO GREATER ACHIEVEMENTS. that was what she said. i guess got lots of 'hidden' meanings in it. she want us to go back home and reflect =/

i will miss the spook show.URGHS. and my sis will be watching it. oh me. it happens with the same timing with my piano. why didn't i notice earlier. !!! i feeling like.... eh... also dont know. but i really wanna watch it.

2005-08-24T16:10:00.000-07:00

if you are the toiletbowl,
i will be the shit in it.
if u are the pimples,
i will be the pus in it.
if u are the shit,
i will be the fly that tag along.
LAUGHS. ms koh was making fun
of xianyang and ms ng. hahas.
very bad larhhs. but kind of funny (:
we burst out laughing the whole day.

school was okays.
just some laughing sessions (:
hahas. kept waiting for the bell to ring.
somehow like DISMISSAL.

and now, i'm left to entertain myself.
but got st test tomorrow.
its chemistry AGAIN.
so problematic.
failing in progress AS USUAL. laughs.

im so gonna snip off my hair this sep.
hahas. i really feel like cutting my hair off.
SO HORRIBLE.
laughs. okays. being lame here.

i finally got another appointment
from the dental centre.
BUT CANT THEY FIND A BETTER DAY !
its on teachers day celebration lorrs.
so bad timing one.

x)